so i had to ruin my friends party last night
i had to get caught with a gallon of bacardi gold
i had to go to jail
i had to take the blame for everyone(i dont rele care)
i had to disappoint my parents and friends once again
just another pile of stress added to my stack.

oh and the kid i love...lets not even start on him..

lifes so cherry huh?
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TOOK THIS FROM MY BROTHER:

I think all of your love and prayers should be going out to two people who really need it. I dont care who you are. I dont care what religion what race. I frankly dont give a shit. Those two people are Trevor Christeson and Chelsea Vance. I dont care if you make this a chain letter. or i dont give a shit. but those ( Read more... )

!!!OMG!!!
!!!OMG!!!
!!!OMG!!!
the love of my life comes home tongiht!
i cant wait to seee him, its been 5 days.

odd night last ngiht
brings back old old memories.

tonight should be...difficult but amazing at the same time
i hope.

hola @ me 4or with plans:5363252

work was straight
siq of coming home and hearing shit from the rents
whats new
siq of fighting with him
xmas is 3 days away
didnt get paid tonight
fuqin cock suqer

i miss him
so much shit has changed=(

( wana talk shit about me?? )

all the time
all the love
all the tears
all the work
all the months
..down the drain
because of a stupid ass drug.

when people were preaching
about drugs ruining ppls lives
i always thought it was bullshit
and ppl could control what they did
until i was in the situation
where it ruined everything i lived for.

dont let drugs take over your life.

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worst day of my life.
what can i say.
lifes a fuckin bitch.

xmas:6 days
damnnnnnnn
&im broke as a joke

i want my matt to visit me
no where to stay..
any offers. el oh el.

call/text me
5363252

new cellular device 5363252
switch to metro-pcs
its tha shit.
end of story.

last night was lame as shit
stayed home
today i went to metro-pcs
and tongiht im goin to see KINGKONG

oh and if u dont see/talk to me anymore
ivekilled mselfcuase bryankeithmartin called me fat
jk ilu
hit me up hoez

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this weekend was a big NONO
( explanations.. )