yeaa christmas eve .. sucks my ASS!!!!!! .. my back hurts sooo bad .. i think i have a kidney infection or my appendix is fckd up .. good times .. so i feel extremely naseous .. my head is pounding .. n of course the major back pain .. im not in the mood to deal with everyone today but of course i hafta put on the happy face bcuz its christmas eve ( Read more... )

* i think about your face n how i fall into your eyes .. the outline that i trace around the one that i call mine*

chris came over to get his present today .. he liked it .. im glad because i worked on it for 11 hours! .. talked to b dizz tonite n it was amazingly amazing!!!!! hmm what else .. b dizz n chris stopped by monday .. thats when this ( Read more... )

ok i dont wanna type much .. so uhmm .. i went clubbin friday with katy .. it was cool until we got molested by disgusting creepy men .. uhm saturday i went home .. chris stopped by and it was great .. theres nothing better then being held outside under a cold starry winter night .. ahh greatness .. ok then i went n stayed over sarahs with linds ( Read more... )

this sums everything up that has to do with people as of now

kiss my fist taste the floor .. tired of ur games -> pHuck off *goodbye*

on a better note .. im going to London in like 80 days .. n me n 3 wonderful people are going to Abbey Road to take a picture like the Beatles did .. I'm Ringo so0 i'll be in all black .. im excited

today was all christmassy .. i painted a scandalous gingerbread girl .. shwas fun .. i also watched the greatest movie ever! -> the 5 people you meet in heaven .. yea i was cryin my eyes out .. it was s0o sad haha .. but o0 so great .. then i played a little 'who can thow the marker through the wreath from 5 feet away .. i scored 10 points .. ( Read more... )

ok so i tried typin in here yesterday .. way to fck up .. so lets see .. topic of conversation yesterday was the ultra light cigarette .. 'im not smoking i mean u cant even taste it .. its like paper .. look the filter isnt dirty .. this ones dirty *kicks butt over* .. this ones more of a khaki color .. its not black er brown er anything .. thats ( Read more... )

ok so IM EXTREMELY HAPPY .. YAY .. dont ask y .. but i am .. its all over n done with n ahh so excellent .. HAPPY MEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yes newsflash .. theres scabies going around the school so ya'll might wanna refrain from the physical contact n take a lil doctor visit if ya got the itchies .. SICK this schools so dirty

i guess im an idiot for thinking it was real .. n for thinking it meant something when i guess it meant nothing .. yeaa good job amanda .. claps for being sucha dumbass .. "would it mean anything if u knew what im left imagining in my mind"

*nothing is real n i want u to know that im not alright when u tear open my chest i'll try not to flinch won' ( Read more... )

this basically sums up how i feel right now

next time u want to pHuck me over stab me in the front .. can i still see my future in ur eyes or can i picture myself dead in you embrace .. pHuck off like ur the only person that has ever cried or been broken by love spare me your pity party .. drunk off your own misfortunes .. can u taste my blood? u ( Read more... )

ok so lets see here .. yesterday .. well lastnite .. i went to the grandmother with sarah n lindsay .. so they say it wasnt the grandmother .. it was the gay haha .. ok so we went there n i saw a buncha people i went to school with .. it was weird .. i felt kinda odd bein there .. so we left after like an hour n we went drivin around .. wound up ( Read more... )