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theres nothing going on in my life.
im in love with this guy and hes in love with video games.
GAH
anyways, im going down to the states tomorrow for the day. I wish I actually had money for it.
and now i drown myself in watching the oc and smoking my lungs to ash.

<3 Paetra

I dont even know where to start ( Read more... )

my god, i hate having no time to myself.
i need to update this thing.
i'll do that soon..
hmm maybe when i stop drinking my life away like i have all week.
i need to see my love:)
ugh..maybe i should tell him hes my love hahaha
oi.
i'll update better soon.
i wish my school let me on livejournal there.
bitches

<3 Paetra

dude the ex was fucking amazing ( Read more... )

( Quiz dealio stolen from matty brooks )

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Sometimes before I fall asleep, I wonder what it would be like to have you beside me. I think of the way your arms were around me that one night we danced. I hoped that when I told you how I felt, you would've felt the same. My dreams that maybe you wern't serious about her made hope for you and I wish I could be what you wanted. I hate to see ( Read more... )

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

mommy..i miss you

11 MORE DAYS TIL THE BOOK COMES OUT!!! xD!!!