i have reached a point where i am truly happy. i have all i need right now and i am so content with life. i have everything that is important to me; i have daniel, my loving family, jared, ev, and nicole. i also have brit and cass. i consider myself very blessed. last night was great. i went to daniel's after school and we went out for ice cream ( ( Read more... )

well i was really pissed off yesterday if you couldnt tell. i have not talked to liz for five days-new record?? i have no idea what is up with her or brit. they can be all buddy buddy. i could care less. i just think it is hella stupid for them to talk shit about each other and then be the best of friends. i dont get girls. guys are so much easier ( Read more... )

Ugh! i am so freakin pissed right now. i can feel the steam pouring from my ears. fucking girls suck ass. i am so sick and tired of all my girl-friend relationships falling through. i swear it never works out. and it is all over bull shit too. she-said he-said she-did this and that. WHAT THE FUCK?!? i thought this was all going to end once i ( Read more... )

so i've started school in full swing...and to be honest it's not that bad. not yet anyway. i like the people in my classes and i am really going to try hard to crack down and stop procrastinating. that is my biggest flaw. yesterday was jared's 25th birthday. i called him and teased him. he is having fun down there, he just better not hook up with ( Read more... )

well my trip to sausalito was absolutely perfect!!! It could not have been any better. i only wish that we could have stayed more than one night. ahh...if only. anyway tuesday was great but wednesday morning was not too hot. around 2 that morning i woke up and got sick. it was awful. i have not been that sick for so long. and to top it off, ( Read more... )

i am so excited!! tomorrow daniel and i are going to sausalito for our three year anniversary. we are staying in a really beautiful hotel too! i cannot wait. i just hope that it doesnt rain. that would be terrible, well maybe not too terrible. at least we'd be stuck in the nice hotel room together. the only downside is this is the last little ( Read more... )

I have been doing a great amount of thinking lately. so much in fact, my brain is on overdrive. i am having a hard time figuring out what i want out of life. i have my entire future ahead of me...it scares me to death sometimes. everything is just so overwhelming. i feel as if i won't be able to do it. i won't be able to graduate college or find a ( Read more... )

i have decided to change my major from biology to T.V. and radio broadcasting. exciting, eh?

it's such a funny thing...love. i don't get it nor do i understand how it works. i tell myself i am in love, but sometimes i wonder how i can be when the person who i love hurts me all the time. i know it is not intentional, but i feel like he has reached a point in his life where other things are becoming more important than i am. i am so tired of ( Read more... )

What's new...today i had a great day. i woke up and exercised, then i made a fabulous lunch. Daniel came over after work and ate with me. we hung out all afternoon and went to see blade trinity. after the movie, i went to the restroom and when i came out daniel says "i'm going to chris' tonight." how wonderful. i think i am going to finish off my ( Read more... )