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Friday
Well Friday at school was actully not that bad. It went by fast and it was pretty fun. Then Nichole (my lil cuz) came over after school and we got ready for the show. So we had to baby sit for a little bit then Goddard, Kristina, Troy, and Tyra got here. Goddard and Kris went in Goddards car, and the rest of us went in mine. On the way ( Read more... )

I mean shit, this week has flown by for me. It wasn't a bad first week back at all. Today I just started going out with an awesome girl names Katie. She is the totaly opp. of me. Shes really really prepy, shes on the swim team, and def not even close to the same music as me. But we are both all for eachother, so its rad. Maybe thats what i ( Read more... )

At first I was really hating the idea of school tomorrow. But now I actully "sort of" want to go back just to get back into it. I mean dont get me wrong, I'm not sayin I dont want the school to blow up anymore cuz then i would be lieing!

Well Goddard stayed the night last night and we both had to go to work this morning at the same time. For ( Read more... )

I can feel this vaca ending and I dont like it. I dont know if im ready to go back to school yet. Actully I know Im not. Ehh, fuck it. This morning I woke up with fading black X's on my fist, a new Full Blown Choas shirt on, bandana around my rist, x box controler by my hand, x box still on Spliter Cell, and me half off my bed, i dont know how i ( Read more... )

Well I went to a show tonight with Goddard, Kristina, and Nichole. It was Inbreed (inbound), Sledge, Never Say Die, The Takeover, and FULL FUCKIN' BLOWN CHAOS!!! The bands played great and all but the energy just wansnt there. Hardly anyone danced, and to tell ya the truth i could of givin a fuck less I wasnt in the mood either.. Until Zack ( Read more... )

We are on vaction that is good enough for me. Goddard is here right now and we are watchin american pie 2, well he is im just listen to music. We went snowboarding tonight and it was fuckin rad, i actully busted some shit. We are going tomorrow night too. Then Thursday night im so fuckin pumped for The Takeover and Full Blown Choas, its going ( Read more... )

I knew that stipued fuckin grin I had on my face last night wouldn't last long. I spilled what I felt and everything, good right? FUCK NO..I remember why I kep my feeligns to myself. Never will I fall into that agian. Girls fuckin' suck, no wounder kids go all fag style and emo..But my balls are bigger then that, so I just get mad instead of ( Read more... )

Ok everything is so good right now. I'm happy with everything. I got an old friend back, Jillian. Me and her have gone through so much fuckin shit lately. The fact she came back into my life without me guiding her back to it makes me very attracted to her. Her strength is so amazing and after every word I hear come out of her voice it makes me ( Read more... )

Everything feels so good lately. My carefree attitude makes shit so much easyer. I'm always happy cuz all i got to worry about is me. Well shit anyway, Kate gave me some pics from the Shadows Fall show. Haha i look so fuckin gay in all of the pics, but thats not even the point. the point is i was with friends and shadows fall so it doesnt ( Read more... )