I love ittttttttt. here.

Moving to seattle is proving to be very difficult. And I don't like it. I have to get out of here. I have to stop being so picky about where I will live, especially since I plan on leaving back to Japan in April.. or at least no later than June.

It's nice to finally have someone else occupying my thoughts <3

I think from now on when I get down I will go to this website... because it makes me feel better about my life. Maybe thats sad, but im laughing so much right now.

http://www.fmylife.com

I just took a shot of agave nectar and chased it with a spoonful of almond butter.

Also I got a text message that said " did you see bards toof?"

Which I found out later meant, "Did you see Brads tooth?"

The funny part is I had already guessed what had happened.

I can't stop thinking. And worrying. It's stupid. I hate that I do this to myself. Especially since everything will be okay, and I will be in Japan by March.

Also I have been having nightmares, and I wake up with a tummy ache.

Gotta stop letting stupid things get in the way of my fun and happiness.

I got too many things/ people plucking away at the strings of me heart.

Some playing beautiful songs fit for a symphony

Others just making noise as usual.

Still got Beatles stuck in my head. Helter skelter today.

I thought this would help.. I still feel like it possibly could of had it been better.

But it was so terrible.

Back to the drawing board. AND I WILL NEVER STRAY FROM MYSELF AGAIN!

http://www.olympusamerica.com/cpg_section/product.asp?product=1448&fl=4

Im in love!

Friends will be documented. Time for good times.