soo...reading over all that was certainly interesting. wow. i was such an emo kid. so much has changed in the past couple of years its crazy! i kinda wanna delete sum of that stuff...but then i would be going against my no regret policy...hehe...plus n o one reads this shit anyways rite??...haha

i didnt even know i still had one of these!
geezus

how am i just doing this again??....i promised I wouldnt....every time i look at my wrists, i see your words causing the blade to carve and the blood to slowly trickle from the pain. ive never taken so many pills in my life...

i am so freakin happy....like i cant even explain it..dude!!!....ah...i love you babe....muah!!!!..

have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry ....have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night....have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right......have you ever...?

i christiana lang love jordan blaine and calli weaver!!!!!! they are the loves of my life! haha...great oak baybe

i christiana lang love jordan blaine and calli weaver!!!!!! they are the loves of my life! haha...great oak baybe

sometimes things happen for a reason.....sometimes fate just gives you a sense of passion for living....a passion for seeing people the way they are meant to be seen....the things that are whole will keep us together...and will always show us a new turning point once we round one of our lives many bends.....there are many courses from which we can ( Read more... )

im being attacked and there is only one way to get rid of it..........in your name

hehe, hey baby gurl...

i hope you like tha pic that i put on ur thingy...haha... i thought it was funny as hell when i say it and it reminded me of our conversation on the fron bout bi's lol...but yea...oo but neways...i love you and i always will, but im gonna go now and i will see you tomorrow and for the rest of the week

love ya

sari :-* xoxo

haha....wow.. i havent typed on this thing in a long time man....but umm i do it for my girl jordan..haha...right babe??....sure...so i dunno...not much is new..umm tomorro i am going to san diego and playing in a soccer tournament ....umm im bored...i luv underoath..i got their cd yesterday....its awesum..and modest mouse rocks...except for their ( Read more... )