i know you will prob never read this but i guess this is just a place i can poor my heart out on..well i know there were some harsh things said that night on both of our parts..i never wanted to hurt you..being apart from you just makes me realize how much i do care for you and how much i do love you..your an amazing girl and your good 2 me..there' ( Read more... )

well idk what 2 say life is going things could be better and things could be worse..im tryin 2 keep my self ocupied and what not..i need 2 start drawing agin and geting more into my art side but im lazy hahah...all i still ever think about is her...its like we switcht places shes the one gone and im the one home thinking everything she used 2 its ( Read more... )

sooo iv relized alot in the time i have spent apart...alot about my self and love and others ( Read more... )

BEING LONELY SUCKS...KNOWING THE ONE AND ONLY PERSON YOU WANA BE WITH/HANG OUT WITH IS WITH ANOTHER AND DOSENT WANA BE WITH YOU SUCKS EVEN MORE...RELIZEING THIS ALL AFTER 2 1/2 YEARS SUCKS THE MOST ( Read more... )

why cant life just be simple..and full of happyness

soooo this one time i loved this girl alot so i got her realy perdy flowers and put them in her room and she dident even notice hahhaha shes cute

so today is going 2 be the 1st im god knows how many days, of me and kelli not talking..i just cant do it anymore..we need our space untell she is ready 2 be with me.. we both need it and if she can be strong and not come back 2 me i can do the same and not talk 2 her..its going 2 kill me but i want her back sooooooooo bad and the sooner she ( Read more... )

I feel eyelashes on my cheek ( Read more... )

well im drunk and i miss my boooo i wish she was hear drunk with me so we could make out and do hott stuff hehehehehehehehe....god i love that girl

i fucking hate life.. it sucks.. why dose god have 2 play fuckt up games with people...its sooooo not fucking cool or funny..i hate that im a fucking wreck she prob thinks im crazy or anoying witch i can see..but im sorry ok i dont know what else 2 do...