i nearly forgot i had this. how fun! look how silly and meladramatic those entries were. it's so very cute. what a little maudlin hopeless romatic i was. interestly enough, it is melodrama that brought be back here. such is the nature of livejournal i suppose ( Read more... )

i think i should stop staying up past 4 am on a regular basis; it's bad for my emotional health ( Read more... )

i'm tired of being fucked, i'm tired of fucking myself, i'm tired of never having anythign thats real

so it seems that mr. sims and is band of russian speaking live journal monkeys found my old journal. i'm glad you've made some use of it. i gave up the online melodrama long ago although i hope you making the most of my whinny ramblings, and tear this bitch apart as much as you want. have fun

I am not a people person. i have tried to be before. i have tried many times. i have tired recently. it does not work out.

our purpose in life is learning to accept that we are alone.

i look in the mirror and feel unispired. i never noticed it until recently ( Read more... )

i may have mentioned by roommate, john, before. i'm not going to go into great detail about him, b/c i'm only updating because i'm in furiated ( Read more... )

first i should appologize for not updating recently ( Read more... )

whenever i am at a book store, i typically scour the photography section to find a technical book that suits my needs; not to sound pompous, but there are few books out there that i have found which i can actually teach me something new, or reinforce something that i don't already know ( Read more... )

...one is silver and the other gold ( Read more... )