i want to make a new journal.
i feel like i've changed so much in the past month.
months.
i don't know.

new journal.
modern_imagery.
yeah, i don't care.
holla at me, okay?

ah fuck .

i just like to kiss boys.

oh.
my god.

today was exactly what i needed ( Read more... )

so much has happened.
but i have nothing to write about.

Every day the minute I wake up, I miss you ( Read more... )

i'm scared to fucking death.
so i just found out you have to audition for the academy.
shit.

i don't know.
nothing makes sense.
nothing adds up.
i'm so fake.
i don't know how i feel.
how i'm supposed to.
i don't understand.

oh no.

i can't move.
i can't believe this.
my.
my heart.

i miss the way things were, boy.

march 14th.
going on a fieldtrip to aast.
he will be there.
i'm not sure if i can handle it.
that's a few weeks away though.
so maybe.
maybe.