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I See My Future
You know when I sit down and think about myself. I really think that the only reason I am the way I am is because of the stress of dealing with people I do not want to deal with. Those people include, but are not limited too, my roommate and those that spawned me. I am so incredibly tired of the crisis they are all going through. You know the ( Read more... ) -
The New Epiphany
So I was lying in bed thinking, just letting the old brain run. When I was thinking about how I measure the value of a video game. Then something hit me. I realized that females do not qualify over video games in my eyes. It is really funny when I think about it. After all, females are only good for sex ( Read more... ) -
Best To Talk To A Wall
I am so tired of people telling me that I am wrong about me. Their best comebacks are that I am too hard on myself. I am so tired of hearing that bullshit, generic, feel good, lie. I am sure that it is not all that bad. I am sure you are exaggerating. All the lines I hear all the time when people cannot come up with reasonable answers. The thing ( Read more... ) -
Oh Yeah This Place
Ha I kind of forget I have this journal... maybe I do not need to set up my new blog. Well whatever, I can post in two places at once I do not care. I am not sure what I am going to be doing with my time anymore. I am just a faceless loser after all who has nothing worth mentioning or living for. It is only natural that I die right? I mean ( Read more... ) -
Another day with no motivation
I guess I will write a bit about my day and see if I can get all the words that I need to write. REcently I have been having lots of inspiration block. I am not sure why to be honest. Either way I am rather annoyed by it. It is hard to keep these streaks going when you do not know what to write about. So I guess lets start off with my day ( Read more... ) -
I Actually Did Stuff
Oh god... seriously.. I need to stop drinking... well maybe I just need to stop drinking beer. I have never had a hangover that bad... well I think I have but... it was not that bad.. I mean the thing has just gone on all day long. I have been eating ibeprufen all day to keep it at bay... I mean seriously... this has been painful. However, I ( Read more... ) -
Bad Workouts
God sometimes I hate work. Seriously, I get stuck sitting around on calls doing nothing for god knows how many hours on end just because I know all the little details of the system. I swear to god, why do I have to be cursed by this sometimes. Oh well at least I am not losing lots and lots of days. I am just losing a bit of time. I will be ( Read more... ) -
More Lazy Days
You know I do not know what is with me these days, but I have not motivation to do anything.. I am not sure why. I am falling back into my old I hate my clients mode... when I fall into that mode.. well I am pretty much screwed... I literally did no work yesterday at all.. uhh god this sucks I really need to get my head back into the game... maybe ( Read more... ) -
Do I Ever Do Anything?
Well another Sunday comes and goes. Another Sunday where I am super lazy and do not do crap like usual. Yeah I got up and went to yoga. That was nice, but at the end of it all I was just lazy and stupid.
First I went to buy underwear and bought the wrong size... what the hell is wrong with me Seriously, why do I do stuff like that. It takes 5 ( Read more... ) -
Time Got Away From Me
So today has been one of those days that I am not really 100% sure how I feel about my productivity. I mean on the first side of things I am being good at walking to the gym. On the bad side of things I am sucking at work. I mean the changes I made were not that big so why did it take me so long to deal with them. I need to get my head back in the ( Read more... )