i am so completely head over heels,
it's ridiculous.

someone help.

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i lost my job.
because i broke my ankle.

everything really is my fault,
cool.

i wish i hadn't broken my ankle.
i wish i could be more open to people.
i wish i trusted more.
i wish i talked less.
i wish i weren't a fuck up.
i wish i didn't procrastinate.

i wish i knew what i wanted.

oh yeah ( Read more... )

just ONCE,
i wish that it all fell into place
the way that it does for other people.

i don't want to worry about whether or not i'll talk to him today,
i just want to talk to him today.
i miss him, so much,
and i don't even get it.

this has got to be happening for a reason.
right?
-sigh-

...
it figures. :(

it's official ( Read more... )

i don't know what i think.
i don't know what i feel.
i don't know if i care.

i don't even know why i'm writing this.

i talked to amy about what happened with nicole ( Read more... )