he's never going to be the same.
and i'm having a hard time accepting that i've lost my best friend.

things i'm figuring out ( Read more... )

i broke my ankle for real.
it hurts sooooo bad.

and apparently,
i'm immune to vicodin.

WTF, god!?

i'm so mad and upset i could scream.
:(

i don't want to love you.
i don't want to see you.
i don't want to miss you.
or want you.
or feel empty without you.
i don't want to cry over you.
or wonder what you're doing, and if you're okay.
i don't want to compare everyone to you.

i don't want to be this girl.

have you ever had the feeling that someone was thrown into your life as a validation of things gone badly ( Read more... )

time to update.

want to know why?
because it's 12:30 and my other options are study or sit downstairs with a bunch of drunk people i don't actually care about.

um,
not too much is going on in my life, honestly.
and the things that ARE going on in my life are either too miniscule or too big to talk about. it's a lose/lose situation, seriously.

i make ( Read more... )

as much as i want to know his reasoning for breaking up with her ( Read more... )

i'm not sure how i feel right now.

i feel sick, and i hate a certain person.
that's all.

i seriously, can not wait for my lease to be up ( Read more... )

too many times i've left in silence,
this time i won't give up so soon.

i keep breaking my own heart,
i keep trying but i keep on failing.