i'm not sure i know what to say right now, about anything, really ( Read more... )

 as soon as i think i'm over this, and over YOU, something pulls me back ( Read more... )

i cried so much last night.
i refuse to let my mom take out a second mortgage on the house she just bought, so i can go to france.

i'm so mad at my aunt. i want to yell at her, but i don't have the words.
i'm so let down, and part of me wants to say "fuck it", and not go at all.

i hope they are dating.
he's a nice guy, and he deserves someone who is just as nice as he is.

i find it incredibly frustrating that people 
are talking shit, because of the way he looks.
that's so fucked up.
i hate HATE hate shallow people. seriously.

it was six years ago ( Read more... )

it's only october 5th, but in less than a month, i'll be signing up for my sophomore spring semester ( Read more... )

people in OP, pls do me a favor and mark your calendars.

october 28th, i will be home.
october 28th is OPHS's homecoming.
october 28th, i will be shopping with my sister.
october 29th, i will be attending KLU.

and so, between now and then, i'm going to make this shopping trip worth it,
and budget/save, and work out more.
that's all.
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FUCK YOU NICOLE.

i hate you, with every ounce of my being.
i can't wait until april, because i'm seriously moving out,
and staying as far away from you as humanly possible.

you're inconsiderate, you're heartless, you're a bitch, and you are a cold person.
fuck i hate you.

nothing is real.

tomorrow, i'm starting a diet.
that i'm going to be serious about.

and i'm going to find some time in my day to either go to the gym, or for a walk around our neighborhood, or something.

if i'm happy with everything else,
i can't have THIS hold me back from being completely content with my life, 
right?