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my birthday!
MOM [5:51 A.M.]: Happy, happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you and will be thinking about you all day. You were born at 9:37 am Central time and we were so delighted to have our little red head. I love you very much and am soooo glad that God gave you to us. Mom -
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a beautiful moment
ruined by a random thought
questions, plans, anxiety
I just.... I just...
want to be with you.
impaled by a rush out the door
left staggering in an armful of tears
alone..
again.
33 days have past
and my lips ache to be engulfed by yours
my mind dreams of being just, well...
my mind dreams..
wishing, gasping, needing
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Curvy Exchange!
Most of you already know, but for the newbies!!
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hands are shaking
fists are clenching
walls are breaking
once again you lied.
plans were made
you left me waiting
minutes tick by.....and by.. and by...
disasterous thoughts captivate my mind
my heart starts breaking
wondering,
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pictures
I look back at old pictures, by mistake, and I sit and wonder.....
what the FUCK was I thinking?!!!!!! -
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surrounding myself with negative energy
pulling and pushing at my soul
breaking crumbs; piling high
this time will be the time
its buried deep.
the memory of you crosses my mind
pain slits my wrists in effort to feel you again
but I don't know what I want,
no not at all.
standing on the edge
shakey wind blew through red flames
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valentines day
I had the most beautiful, amazing, wonderful Valentine's Day ever! So simple and so perfect.... with the perfect man...
I am so lucky and so blessed.. and so...... happy. -
inspired by secrettweet.com
you may think you're his lover, his friend, his companion. but really, you're nothing but another mommy taking care of an adult man.
p.s. I use the term "man" loosely. -
just staring.
totally frustrated. struggling not to get depressed all weekend long. alone. boredom. it attacks at my soul like a screw driver through a heart. I struggle. I pace. I'm unhappy, but not depressed. I'm frustrated, but not having a panic attack. my skin is tingling, wanting to throw a glass into the wall, instead I just stare and do nothing ( Read more... )