Why the fuck. Whyyy!!! I wish i knew, honestly. I'm sorry Papa, you've showed me nothing but love and i make u feel that way about me. I feel fuckign horrible, this is the worst i've ever felt. Papa, please understand i love you with everything i have, i never want to lose you, EVER. I'm sorry, just so sorry for everything, please find it in your ( Read more... )

I wish everything would slow down. I'm turning 20 in a few days and i don't know anything about anything about the future.

Man i'm mad straight with everything. Hahaha...

Everything is going down hill for me, i don't care about anything.... I wish i knew what Kris really thinks of me. I wish this fucking tattoo would heal right and not look fucked up. I wish i cared about school. I wish i had work this week and next. I wish i could meet someone ten times better then anyone i've ever known. I wish Kris would talk to ( Read more... )

I loved it. Spent alot of time within myself by myself. I love Rego and Daniel. I hope we have a better trip next time together cuz i had to disconnect from the group collective and be with myself.

Hey, what's up? Well i'm pretty sure Kris is with her old ex b/f, which was her like teenage love of her life. So she seems mad happy about that, and i can't help but feel happy for her as well. I just wanted to see her happy cuz  that is the best when she is.... Now that i come to think of it shit started getting weird right as she started hanging ( Read more... )

I honestly don't know how i feel, i really wanna just meet lot of girls and be happy. I'm so numb and shit, i swear that i don't care about Kris and junk anymore then i think of things of how she dyed her hair and how awesome she looks then i remember why i miss her and what i'm missing 8(... And i don't even wanna think of her hooking up with ( Read more... )

if i reply to this, i'm going to be very harsh and very blunt because now im very irritated. are you prepared for your feelings to be hurt?

I'm just ganna say it how it is. Yo this hurts me alot, i dunno why it does but it does. It's not like i'm in fucking love, i don't even know what that shit is. I wasn't looking for a relationship i was just looking for someone to be there who cared, who i could text or call and know that it was someone i liked who liked me. I enjoyed considering u ( Read more... )

I'm crying... I never wanted a relationship, i just wanted you there. So i can have somebody who cared.