if only u liked me like i thought u did.

 It's 1:12pm as of now. I feel really really out of it, to much weed and that ultram yesterday i'm sure had something to do with it. Damn ultram is amazing lol O_O I have work at 5:30, i hope i don't have to work. It's getting late, i wanna chill with Kris. Where is she? I dunno. If i don't txt her will she remember i'm even here? I dunno. Last ( Read more... )

I just smoked... And i'm high as fuck. I just ate tons of crap food at the gas station and now i'm eating bread and shit lol.. I'm high as fuck journal o_O

Hellos, the reason i haven't posted in here is because... I dunno yo. Lol. Alot has happened man since last time i posted on this thing yo lmao... I say, 'lol's and lmaos' alot whenever i write in these things... Lol (see?) Anyways let me sum it up in a very easy post. Since December me and my brother joined american top team main facility in ( Read more... )

    Yo yo journal!!!!!!!!!! It's been a while since i posted in this junk man ^_^ Well this week was... HALLOWEEN!!!!!! AHHH NIGGA WAT!!!! Man i love Halloween and that whole feeling u get from it, to bad i didn;t do much for halloween 8( Stayed home not planning to train hoping something was ganna come up so i can do somethign for halloween and ( Read more... )

    Chillen like a villainnnnnnnnn, yes sir.. I forget what i did this week, well i didn;t forget it just went by to fast to remember maybe. Highlights were chillen with kris for a little on one of those days, deciding that me and bro are ganna go and do another grappling tourney in couple of weeks or so, and some alright training sessions here and ( Read more... )

    Man i always love the day after competition, sore as hell and just a feeling of accomplishment. Win or lose. Well let's start from the beginning ladies and gents. I'm just saying that for the hell of it, cuz i know no one is ganna read this. Well if someone looked around on live journal for me they would probably find me pretty easily i guess ( Read more... )

    Lmao, man it's been a crazy week. Earlier this week i was like liking kris alot, then i kinda told her what's up and she told me what's up and i realized how she didn;t like me and how there wasn't any point in making myself feel that way for her when i have so much going on. It was alot more then just that, but basically i'm happy now with it ( Read more... )

    Well basically i went over Kris's house tonight to talk to her about how i feel, it's been on my mind all day.... I go and her friend brooke is there chillen which is cool, so were just all casually talking then after brooke leaves i wait a bit then tell Kris kinda what's up with the way i feel towards her, and god i dunno if it all came out or ( Read more... )

    Ok... Let's see what i did today. Well i woke up little late, ate breakfast, went to gym, then had to eat fast and rush to work. As i was being driven to work i txted kris, to see whats up. It's sad how few people i have to txt or talk to. That's why i appreciate and like kris so much man, wtf. I really just wanna spend time with her, not like ( Read more... )