Theirs been a lot going on. I've neglected LJ badly. I miss it. Myspace has become a cesspool of unwelcome drama.

OMG. I have lost myself. I don't know who I am anymore. I look in the mirror and can't even recognize myself. I have never been this far away. What is one supposed to do when they don't know who they are anymore. I have no motivation for anything. I can't even cry anymore really. I need to find myself again but I don't know where to start. I just ( Read more... )

I have moved this journal due to annoying technical complications. You have been added at morriganscross

So upon much thought I have decided on two basic ideas for writing projects. One will be a Nora Roberts family saga half made up and the other half based off true things that have happened in my family. My friends stories will be composed of in a fantasy type setting with fantasy characters. I have had the fantasy idea mulling around in my head for ( Read more... )

Been extremely busy lately and learning what "real" responsibility is for the first time in my life and the serious consequences that can come from not taking care of your health and yourself. It's an important factor. If you don't take care of yourself everything is proven to fall apart. Job, family, finances. Even your car gets this funky odor to ( Read more... )

I am not sure what I feel anymore concerning life and how it is supposed to go. I have been hiding partly because I work a lot not, I've been sick with this psycho version of the flu but mostly to think and reflect so as to prevent breakdown. I feel older and wiser. You would think this would be a good feeling. In ways yes but in others no. I have ( Read more... )

I hope everyone has a wonderful and Merry Christmas!

So a week till Christmas and am sick. My test went well. I am an EMT. Well almost. Got registry next month. Trying to get into the spirit. Blah whatever. I will be in touch soon as my body is not like a slurpee machine.

A little peace on Earth is all that would make this Holiday ok. But sometimes that seems like it will never happen. Amidst all the fighting and bickering I want to hop a plane to the next destination of my choice and never look back sometimes. But I would miss everyone horribly even if they wouldn't miss me ( Read more... )

I can't sleep partly because my ear hurts like a mother ****** and I can't stop thinking about some things that have been bothering me lately. Nobody who is my friend is being spoken of in this post except my friends Kim and Ken. Everyone else I speak ill of are people who have hurt people I loved and I want to bitch slap them in their faces ( Read more... )