this is going to be the hardest thing ive ever done.
but im not happy.
and i dont want to wake up in ten years or even a year and realise that i wanted so much more.

last night an old friend opened my eyes to a lot of things that i didnt even realise.
i feel like a forty year old in a young persons body.
maybe everything isnt as perfect as i wished it could be.
maybe i made a mistake.

i wanted so much more than this.

edited journal layout and colours etc...i like it muuuuch better!! to comment you click the little pencil thing....how cool!

here is the most recent pic i have of meeeeeeee!


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well im back, finally. i got my net back and im out of hiding!!
sooo much has changed since i last posted in here...too much for me to comprehend right now...stay posted for an update on the wonderful world of emmz..

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So yes the rumours are true ....

HANSON ARE COMING TO SYDNEY

FUCK YEAH!!!!

I really,really,really wanna go but I dont think I can get to Moshtix on the 22nd of October. Someone please buy my ticket and I will give you the money??

I'm begging you!! I will die if I dont see Hanson haha.

I'm awake and in total agony.
Painkillers and mouth-numbing slur gel do NOTHING.
Does anyone wanna come over and perform amateur dental surgery, and remove my wisdom teeth for me?

Okay so Im dying .. well not really but I will make this short because I am about to pass out with pain. Its off to the dentist/doctor for me today because I am cutting wisdom teeth.
Seriously I have never been in this much pain ever. It is brutal.