ahh the update from my party!
the night started off pretty damn disappointing...as i found out that not only was JB not coming (because he had concussion) but also that jase would not be trekking out...since he had some huge family dramas. a couple of other people who were meant to come completely ditched me too. but never mind that!

to be honest ( Read more... )

Falling Again ( Read more... )

ive decided that i want to use my livejournal a lot more.
so look forward to more entries from me.

i feel extremely productive today.

today i have applied for six jobs. and i feel happy and confident.

hmm on another note. question for the week. everyone think about it and let me know...
i know im not skinny and stuff, but when a guy says youre pretty etc and that he "likes chubby girls"... should i take that as a compliment or insult? hahah.

today i watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.

it is such a beautiful movie.
and given my current state of mind, i related so much to it.
i cried a lot.

http://jb-1984.livejournal.com/872.html

and cried like a baby.
fuck i miss those days.

and him

i still hate boys.

well this week has been a hard week. but i think i have most definitely taken a lot of things from the dramaful events ( Read more... )

so stuart and i broke up. he moved out this morning ( Read more... )

im really starting to hate him.
and it reassures me that i made the right decision.
im sick of hurting.