i guess it didnt really hit me until today...i mean i think about it alot..but not as much as right now...i have no friends...i feel like people think i stoped hanging out with them because i was with fester..but once school started i was really busy with class and 3 jobs ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me.

not that it mattered much..honestly i thought i would have gotten a lot more than 5 happy birthdays. im not one to forget ppls birthdays..and i may not always get people presents becuase im poor..but still...there are so many people i thought cared..oh well.

its funny..a girl i never talk to..someone im not friends with but i ( Read more... )

ive been thinking alot..there are so many things that would make me smile for an enitre day..but they never happen

i like surprise visits
i like surprise visits with little presents that he thought of
i like flowers
i like songs he writes for me
idk..so much more

honestly right now all i would like is to talk to him..to be with him..thats it

this past week has not been the greatest. my parents are being real assholes. the one day i was allowed out late i couldnt go out and 2night i ended up having to come home early. it sucks..alot

i saw alot of people today who i miss a whole lot. its nice seeing them..it made me happy.

as much as im always posting in here about how i hate my mom..when shes not around it sucks. mabye it wouldnt be so bad if my toe wasnt a giant and if i wasnt in pain but ive just been upset all day. ive probably cried like 10 times already. mostly from the pain.

idk its just weird and i dont want to bother her but i also dont want to call my aunt ( Read more... )

bad day..gotta love em ( Read more... )

today is a year and a half. i love him so much. i cant picture a day without him. i smile just thinking about him:)

what a fucking bitch...i hate her..seriously hate her.

im really starting to wonder why i stayed home for school...i couldve gotten away..but i didnt and now im stuck and get yelled at when i need to get away

fucking hate her

i loooveee this weather. ive had a really bad sore throat for the past few days but today i didnt give a shit. teaching blowed but its cool ( Read more... )

this is absolutly insane. i dont understand how high school kids, college kids, any person can have so much anger in them that they want to shoot up a school. this world has come to nothing but violence. its rediculous ( Read more... )