This is the saddest I've been with life since John died.

MY room is a mess. And by mess I mean if I sit on my bed there are clothes, every where! If I sit on the floor I'm literally surrounded by Big Sexy, Cat Walk &Paul Mitchell.

Ohwell, it's better than be surrounded by heroin needles? yeah yeah??

I'm divorced after a almost 2 yr long marriage ( Read more... )

i used to move you ( Read more... )

after listening to drews verbal abuse:

04.18.2009 1:02pm: Fuck u! Go get all tha dick u can get u stupid bitch,

then he called to harass me and said that every day he goes to work he has to worry about me going out on dates [which i dont/have not done?] and then he said he had to go back in so i said okay bye. then i get this text:

04.18.2009 1:10pm: ( Read more... )

I'm in a very bouncy hyper mood. Reading my friends page is kind of bringing me down.  :[

I have to pee. I thought I'd investigate Twitter and see what it's all about.

Fucking Stupid.

Another thing that is stupid is spelling stupid like stoopid. so annoying.

I hate Easter.

I wish I could live more than one life at once.

I feel like I'm putting a lot on getting my braces off. Like I'll be a whole new person.. a prettier person. I'm pretty sure I will be greatly disappointed after they do come off but we'll see..

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I remember late nights.
I remember ALWAYS listening to music. Any music. All music. New music.
I remember shows.
I remember black zip up hoods.
I remember 10/12 youth medium band tees that weren't form fitting at all.
I remember band patches and buttons.
I remember no responsibilities.
I remember not working everyday.
I remember bitching about wanting to ( Read more... )

some things were not meant to be.

atleast i'll always have someone to rock with..