excited for halloween and deannas black and white bday party.

Workin' every day except for Wednesdays.  Been going to birthing classes w/ Jes on those days but there's only one left.  I dont mind going w/ her but a girl needs a day off!

School everyday besides sat sun

work work work

Last night I had a dream I was in a hospital but it was really a jail and i tried to escape but I got caught ( Read more... )

Our battles are repetitious ( Read more... )

I am SO glad someone from my livejournal has been taking my private friends only pictures from livejournal and posting them on the 515 crew scene sluts page since april.

Thanks!

I don't dream about you anymore.

She is a beautiful, nice girl. But I still don't like her because i felt like I could never be her and I always felt like that was where you heart was at.

I'm happy but still envious. Its been four years.

four years strong..

I feel like someone ripped out my heart, put it in a blender, fed it back to me and now i have mad heather disease.

im just so fucking depressed
i just cant seem to get out this slump
if i could just get over this hump
but i need something to pull me out this dump
i took my bruises took my lumps
fell down & i got right back up
but i need that spark to get psyched back up
and in order for me to pick the mic back up

i dont know how or why or when
i ended up this ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like people have babies bc they are lonely and they want someone to love and to love them back just as much.

Ifucking hate whores and fake ass people and society in general.

But who doesnt.

graduation parties remind me of funerals.