churchgoing

check it out. that's my new lj.

so its been a while...whatever cunt-rags. point is, im having a LOT of thoughts.

i guess u could say this is normal...but these thoughts aren't really.

*sigh*

i wonder what it would be like for us now? had what happened...well, not happened.
`matt`

--my mom's taking that quite well...only, the opposite. she's being a bitch lately?! weird eh? my mom...a bitch--without eric mind u. with him it may have been acceptable.

*shakes his head*

w.e

*dies*

i'm mad at myself.

why am i not comfortable with this? *Smacks himself in the face* am i aposta just give in and realize i'm not comfortable with this...or am i supposed to fight it somehow?

--mayhaps change it. i have NO idea how so...

*throws something*

-me

so ive got stars flying around my head cause i just got smacked with a bad mood--hard.

i hate it.

but w.e

i guess i'll disclose that information with those of u who--well--exist.

im kinda tired, despite my coffee. i miss/am sad. things like that happen tho. it's ok.

*waves*

so i've been gone for a while...who cares ( Read more... )

let me begin this entry with...WTF!? seriously!? we get home around 11:40--everything has functioned beautifully and as according to plans/schedule...k? K! mykel opens the door and the alarm is going off. --it wont stop. it's a very loud alarm and it hurts to stand 2 rooms away from it let alone in the same hallway which we HAVE to walk through to ( Read more... )

texas...still. this "time change"--as miniscule as it is, not deserving of its title--really wore me out last night. 9:00 came around and i was lying in bed ready to sleep. I think i finally went to bed around 10-11. it was nice talking to you before i slept ( Read more... )

i'm in Conroe...this place i was born in.

Texas is cool i guess--the weather is moderately tolerable and the atmosphere is...er...nice.

i can't believe these people are somewhat related to me...i've been here only for a few hours and i already want to go home.

--i miss u--

MAtT

--go ahead...and i'll just fuckin' sit here and smile like i always do.