Aaaaah. The air is cool and life is great. Nothing could ruin this holiday. Sure, there are ups and downs... but it's all gravy. This seems to be like... my mushy journal. I always get into my real thoughts on here as opposed to my Xanga and My Space ( Read more... )

Christmas trees are magical. I think Christmas is just magical altogether. It's not as special as it used to be though. When I was younger, it seemed so much more important. The feeling. The smell. The taste. Why is it that when you grow older, things fade? It hurts to know that I will never go back to being that little child, with ambitions, hopes ( Read more... )

And... I don't know why. Grrrrr ( Read more... )

Isn't it great the way music can literally... bring you back in time ( Read more... )

Life is good lately. Alot of changes and some struggles. But all are well worth it. I just gotta keep perservering and I think everything will be ok.

'So please forgive what I have done ( Read more... )

Now is one of those times when I think... hard. Just about things. About how to deal with things. Or maybe I should say, how I don't deal with things. But, I have to say that I have been loving life lately. It's really interesting and fun. The people that I have been hanging around with keep it that way. Like Chas. I have to admit, when I first met ( Read more... )

blah blah blah blah blah... yup. i don't really have anything to write. school is starting in like a week and a half. that sucks. thinking about it makes me cringe and gag at the same time. oh well. the sooner we start, the sooner it's over. HA!

...bleh. Life is good. Strange, but good. I'm free now. Haha. No more being grounded for me. I'm quitting that. Well, I'll just be keeping more on the down low, if ya know what I mean. But people will be in my business assuming crap about me anyway.

Life is s t r a n ge ... and u p s e t t i n g ... yet somehow s a t i s f y i n g . Then again, not f u l f i l l i n g. W h a t am i looking for? Because... I really d o n ' t k n o w where I'm going. Or w h a t I'm doing. Or w h o to l o v e ...