yeah ok, a little melodramatic, a little depressing. your future is bleak. how come you think this way? its horrible. you're so... wrapped up in your own problems.
Re: thank youxemoxkidxtearxNovember 19 2004, 03:15:35 UTC
If you spend your whole fucking life worrying about other people, what the hell are you going to accomplish? Fuck you for implying im selfish. I'll say whatever I want. Notice the fucking thing that says IM GOING TO GET IT ALL OUT. Meaning, no matter what the fuck anyone says or thinks, im getting it out and thats it. Fuck you for being anonymous. Your'e an insolent asshole who can't say his name because they're a cowardice to their OWN action that they caused in the first place.
Re: thank youxemoxkidxtearxNovember 19 2004, 03:19:06 UTC
and if this is fucking jaki. I'm never talking to you again. ever. fuck you to say that about me, whoever you are. and something is wrong with timestamps...it says i posted my journal entry at 18:44 yet they posted at 17: something but notice the 17.
Re: thank youtoomuch_fateNovember 20 2004, 02:50:05 UTC
Mmm well it wasn't me, I can promise you that. In fact, I'm commenting in a bit of what I think and feel about your entry but I just want to say to whoever anonymous is, you need to seriously grow up. I mean, Nick is one of the most mature people I know and probably will ever know. He wrote in this journal because that's what you DO to a journal. Write your personal feelings and thoughts in it. Whether or not you decide to let others read it, is your business, and yeah, you can comment however you want. But your comment also shows the flaw of immaturity and, as Nick said, cowardly behavior. Grow up.
...i can't believe you think that...toomuch_fateNovember 20 2004, 02:58:44 UTC
You've never been a failure. It's the people around you who fail or dissatisfy you. You want love. That's all. You never got it growing up and, no, that's not too much to ask. Yes, I saw that "that made us so much more" believe it or not. And I wanted to believe it just as much as you...in fact, for a while I did believe it. It began to fade when we stopped talking as much and then we became really close friends again. I have the time of my life with you, Nick. So many great times and beautiful moments. And NEVER say that you saying "I love you, Jaki" has no effect on me because I cry everytime you say it. I cried everytime you said it in this entry. And you cannot predict what we will be in the future so don't. Don't commit suicide. It hurts to know you think I'd only mourn for a short period of time. I'd remember you forever. I'd get a piercing in your name and never let it close. I'd visit your tomb as often as I could and replace your flowers. I never joked about how much you meant to me. And now that you're getting kicked off
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Hey Nick, Its Lizzy...things have been pretty boring in the morning since you left to go florida. Theres no one to talk to about my music and shit.I know your wrote this livejournal entry a long time ago, but i just want you to know that i miss you and so do alot of people and we wish you were back in NC. And if you did commit suicide i;d be sad for a very long time, and i would never forget you, ever! well i wish u were back!
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Its Lizzy...things have been pretty boring in the morning since you left to go florida. Theres no one to talk to about my music and shit.I know your wrote this livejournal entry a long time ago, but i just want you to know that i miss you and so do alot of people and we wish you were back in NC. And if you did commit suicide i;d be sad for a very long time, and i would never forget you, ever! well i wish u were back!
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