its hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut ( Read more... )

Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.

And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.

Went to the doctor, ( Read more... )

updating from kry's ...yeah well me and myke are over ( Read more... )

im not sure if i feel like using this anymore..so heres my new 1

http://www.livejournal.com/users/deadxwishes/

do you notice that im gone?

missed my bus today...got yelled at by my dad again...w/e...it was worth the it to get to be alone for a few hours ( Read more... )

I never really noticed it, but i am exactly like my mother ( Read more... )

so yeah..people at my place are being bitches and hiding the internet from me (litterlally) and yeah...

im sorry....

hmm..bored...

im in school =] yay...

bleh im tired...i need sleep...emm sleep

Had a bad day, don't talk to me ( Read more... )

i smell like ketchup..eww. I had to go and make myself feel all strong and squezze the packet till it burst. ..i killed it ...like many other things lately... hmp. my throats still bothering me...but does it ever not. spent yet again another night on the phone with john.. but i always do...i dont know why i set rules, to brake them.. i tell myself ( Read more... )