the 31st of this month, devil's night...who would have thought that it would finally be within my grasp?! if i can just get synndicate to not be so timid on kickstarting it, i see no reason why we require patience at this point. all is in place, we merely need to bring together them all. although there have been objections to us starting or ( Read more... )

all that was, and all that will be. i am told by the great Oracle to plant seeds today and carefully tend and cultivate them in order to reap the benefits of which i am searching, unfortunately patience is required before i can begin this task, for the ground which the seeds may lie in are not at my disposal now. but seeing synndicate's comment ( Read more... )

as of now i am back in the colony, here i will stay for a short duration. long enough to finish what someone started, and short enough to escape quickly...i know not where i stand with Melanie right now, we talked seriously for the first time in a while and i now know that i truly hurt her. she then exacted her revenge, which will pain me for ( Read more... )

...into the shape of a 't'. i know not what to think anymore, all is very confusing. i am about to lose what life i had, it took years for me to get where i was and it is now being destroyed by the infectious words of reprobates...sometimes i wish there were no legal cosequences, so that i may slaughter each and every one who crosses me. it's ( Read more... )

i am unable to visit Melanie like i had hoped, i must go to work at 5:30 which means we will not be able to spend any time together...FUCK! i am sure she will have a good time without my aide, she always does. right now i am stuck in a room with people where infidelity runs rampant, and i dearly wish to be the hand of justice. i can almost hear ( Read more... )

shor-e mazed mulduviem, suflect uviemi waporti misovat. eus debles demada, astuya lesia luedumna seru...DAS BANIES DORAS STRAKAL BIEL BITUFORA??? yabisini de ledgumna wertas. FADU CLARUDA SERU. amnor elbipi kambi mortus, shirusvuum wandtama gortch wan. siue yesturiatcham, shiwofiim shiriotsabmeua!

dear Melanie ( Read more... )

to the colony i am now dead, i have little reason to return. my last appearance in that place will be at drew's party, afterwords i do not ever wish to return...too many bad memories. fare thee well.

haven't heard form Melanie in a while, she might be in green oaks...shit! why the fuck does this always happen? i find someone and fall in love with them, and their life gets destroyed. all because of me. perhaps i should just stay alone forever, then no one can get hurt. i wish jon's gun had bullets, then i could be done with the whole matter ( Read more... )

oh god, i could be bounded in a nutshell and count myself a king of infinite space, were it not that i have bad dreams ( Read more... )