For as long as I can remember I have been a different person. Changed, split sence I was a child. For the last two weeks I have started to change into the person I am suppose to be. No longer two, but one. I feel reborne, a new. I can think clear now, and I love it. I am no longer the push over I use to be, but I still am sweet. I also have become ( Read more... )

I was looking back on my life, and all the things I've done to me. I'm still looking for the answers, I'm still searching for the key. The reckage of my past is haunting me. It just won't leave me alone. I still find it all a mystery, could it be a dream? The road to no where leads to me ( Read more... )

well I got a cord that I hooked up to my computer to make the internet work so yay! I downloaded a new game and I've been playing it non stop. I like it. I think I'm going to set up an IM account so I can talk to people I haven't talked to in a while. No phone but I will get along fine with out it. Randee went home for the brake which is good. I ( Read more... )

Did I mention that I got a new tattoo? Ya, its good. Its a metallica thingy. I like it....damn I'm boord. Someone talk to me please....I have become a zombie and will eat any one who pisses me off....that didn't sound quite right but I guess it can go both ways.Ya....I want jesus to be chineese, and I want it now. Jeese Weezy the new tellituby. Its ( Read more... )

I found out today that my name means little lamb. Does that fit me? I don't think it does ( Read more... )

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I have finnaly made my peace with my past. I have come to terms on what my future can hold for me. I guess you can say that I have found my Nervana. I needed to get it all out, to vent, to explain to someone what I am about and how I came to be. Randee sat down and listened to me, I didn't really give her a choice about it though. But thank you ( Read more... )

I was checking the news on my friends list and I found an entry called Betrayal. In reading it I begain to think about what was right and what was wrong. I'm honestly not sure of how to respond to that, but I'll give it a try any way ( Read more... )

Listen people I really thank you all for supporting me through this situation. But life will go on no matter what. Randee and I are on a break and we are trying to figure all this shit out. She never ment to hurt any one, I bet my life on it. Things happen and like the anonomus person said we are young, and at a really interesting point in our ( Read more... )

I hurt my arm in my sleep about a week ago and I had to go to the hospital again to get it looked at and to get pills. I pulled a tendent and all the muscles around that tendent started to spasm. I thought that was the worst pain I have ever had until last night ( Read more... )