Well well, lets see what we have here......i believe for once in my life things are going well, extremely well! its weird, its like all of the crap that i went thru in the past was to get me here... all of the fucked up jobs ive had has lead me to my place of employment  in which it incorporates in all of the shit jobs i've had in the past(and the ( Read more... )

my life has been a ordeal and a half as of late....things have been spiraling downward...soo now its time....time to stop myself from going completely crazy/insane and losing everything...its good i have good friends and a family that cares and ofcourse lindsay...you never know how much people care about you untill something bad happens..too bad ( Read more... )

its winter..and im cold its time for hibernation...its time to goaway for awhile you will see me soon.and when you do i will be a different person...good bye for now..

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im tired...not depressed (for once)but drained...soul has been sucked dry too many times.and i dont know if i have the energy/will to replenish it again.i wish i can just fade away.........like a vampire in the sun...fade away......away....a

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ANYWAYS...ive been here before i'll get though it.
i think'n im going out im thursday....

why cant i be like everyone else and date someone just because im lonely or just to fill a "void"... noooo, not me i have to know the difference between the two.and act on it.being comfortable with myself first is more important to me. sigh i guess ill just wait ...and listening to postal service doesnt help either ( Read more... )

I'll be the grapes fermented ( Read more... )

well im in denver and this place is awesome!!yay!drink way too much lastnight...hang over city!ick i'll keep it short hot clubs hot girls interesting after party.and trying to make sense while being drunk=fun times...i hope your new years was better ( Read more... )

MAN i was sooo freaking tired last night i guess that happens when you drink way too much on the previous night and dont get to sleep till 330 am and having to wake up at 730....but anyways i feel asleep about 930ish with the tv on.i didnt even have the strength to drag myself into bed. ohwell aqua teen hunger force is a awesome show funny shit... ( Read more... )

last night was soo much fun fun.i havent had that much fun in awhile...ofcouse i was depressed that the camel girls came empty handed...and the drinks were weak,and the music has been better, but i got to have serious conversations wif acouple of cool people about art,life and living on this earth..something i havnt had in a long time (ex was as ( Read more... )

awww yeah homies and hometts im going to denver co to drink and go clubbin till the early morn!!Oh yeah ill be visiting some friends awhile up there also.i know its going to be cold as fuck!!!!i find something to keep me warm.i leave on dec 31 and i wont come back till the 5TH yay me!!