New journal. A friends only one. This is my final entry in Xenostar.

Email me at "xerophobia@phayze.com" or IM me "Data Shell 10010" to get my new address. You won't find out any other way.

Dana is FINALLY going to jail. So that means I'll get to work alot within the next month! Fuck yes!

I've decided with the first $100 I make I'm getting DDR 2nd Mix (just to start with), and this pad. Simply because it says "If you like burning calories while you play, this pad will help you burn more calories than ever before ( Read more... )

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I'm a loner. Really, that's all. I belong alone.

I'm considering taking up some new habits that ensure a short life span.

Hah, who even gives a shit how I feel.

And whoever reads this, don't claim you do...I know better.

I don't understand this at all. It's nearly like I've died inside again. I wasn't sure this would ever come back. My life, it's exactly the same as it was 3 weeks ago. But I'm not. I'm just...in a drift. Autopilot if you will. I am not really all that aware of anything. And to be honest...I dislike it.

Yep...still feeling empty. But alot of Faygo and pixie sticks has lead me into a mad sugar rush tonight. I think I want to make images now! *goes off to do that*

Still empty.

I need to find out what's missing.

Made a new icon and took pictures tonight. Can't say that I'm thrilled to be alive yet though.