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It really sucks to be alone. -
merry christmas
some interesting facts ( Read more... ) -
forced to think that hell is a place called home
everything is dead to me right about now. i cant sleep at night and i sleep too much during the day. Im never home and i dont go out anymore. I hate being at home. My daily routine is waking up, my parents fighting, going to school to deal with the bullshit there, coming home to my dad drunk before noon, go to work and deal with the people there, ( Read more... ) -
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im not pretty enough ( Read more... ) -
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i wish i didnt feel so empty
i wish things were back to the way before
before all that drama went down
i hope this is going to be a positive change. -
so long.
i cant wait to leave. i want to leave this house. these people and these feelings. i feel safe with him, like nothing bad can happen. But here, i feel like im weak and nothing good will ever come. Please just let me be emancipated and leave this fucking house. I hate being yelled at. i hate being put down. i hate having to cry everynight because ( Read more... ) -
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Everyday just seems harder and harder to get through
One day im just going to give up. Quite literally.
I know they are, but it just seems like no ones there for me. I dont open up to things i really should, and i honestly cant help it and i dont know how.
I dont know if i can make it through the rest of the week.. let alone the rest of my -
Feb 29, Leap Year
i look at people i see, and i wish i could be as happy as them
like the crossing guard who waves at everyone who drives by him
or the lady singing bon jovi in her car by herself at the top of her lungs
how do they do it? get me in on the secret.. -
really dude.
im sick of not knowing who my friends are ( Read more... ) -
devin.
i dont understand him
i dont understand what he wants, or expects me to do
im setting myself up for getting hurt. when april comes, either way its going to end. now or then.
i really hate fighting with him. i hate how he gets mad and thinks im visiting maxx everytime im in sr. especially today when i was shopping for his valentines days present. why ( Read more... )