Another rainy Sunday.  I use to love the alone and quiet time...but now as I am old it just reminds me how bad alone can really feel.  Uggg...it even makes my body hurt...to many hours left until the sun sets and I can try to escape my brain and these feelings...

So I am a 30isomething married guy.  I think I am starting to feel that my life is passing by the points where I should jump off and try to do something with it that doesnt make me wanna dig a hole, jump in.  Does anyone else feel life is passing by way to fast?  So much regret.  I wasted my 20's..did nothing.  It sucks that you dont relaize shit ( Read more... )

Hello people.  This is my first run at something like this.  I feel at my age I need a better outlet for dealing with thoughts in my head that never go away then..well, the methods I use now to deal.  So...gonna finsh my coffee and think of something to say..