Having an odd moment that reminded me of Livejournal ( Read more... )

I just hop my pay checks reflect the toil I am putting myself through so I can pay my bills. I can go on my trip to colorado and really enjoy and not worry about the costs when they come ( Read more... )

I was supose to be blogging on how awesome my birthday was ( Read more... )

It has been quite some time since I have posted on this ( Read more... )

Today seems to be a special day, it was the day of my churchs annual meeting. At the annual meeting the congreation approves a budget. So when your the church coucil president like I am, you seem to be the voice of the church council. So when your council has made a decision, you disagree with it is hard to do your job with effiency ( Read more... )

Alright so I figured things out with myself as well as this girl. I have been hard press for some reason to get in to a relationship. I don't know why. I want to be loved. I want to be that song by Cake " I want to Love you Madly ( Read more... )

So part of me is pondering where the hell am I? Life has throw enough curve balls at me. I wish I could get somethings straight. I ended up getting a brand spanking new car, and that was a hassle. My boss was just let go. However what seems to dominate my mind, is this woman. Why is it? I always like to chase. I know sometimes with you playing hard ( Read more... )

Well it has been one hell of weekend so far alkward and very tiring at best ( Read more... )

I never post. As it seems I hit bored with life. It is a momentary thing. I guess I should actually post on this thing. SO many people I miss that would change the pace, and swing things around for the good. Some people I want to be closer to but I can't seem to break the distance. I should be making music, playing more music, reading more, writing ( Read more... )

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )