i cant rely on anyone else. ive got to do what i got to do for myself. the time is now for me to start my life. i hope i can get through it.

you're fucking selfish and a coward. take a fucking walk.

yeah, everytime i see that afi video on tv, i just ask myself "what has hardcore become?". it rules, dont get me wrong...but like this is just going to lead to even more retards thinking they can mosh just because they see it on tv. its 4:10 am. why am i not sleeping? oh yeah! thats because i dont sleep at conventional times anymore ( Read more... )

you get so mad when i throw the truth in your face.

you know what i say to life? fuck it.

i'm tired of wallowing in my misery and eveyday is just the same old story. deep inside i know that i deserve better. im fucking tired of being miserable and bitter.

fucked up..

its fucking late. too late. everynight since i'm back home i've been going to sleep no earlier than 4. its killing my life. i wake up everyday at 1, watch tv, check my messages, eat, sit on the computer, take a nap until 5 or 6, and then sit on the computer and watch tv for the rest of the night. i need to get fucking motivated. i need a fucking ( Read more... )

charlie mecca is a pussy. i wanna hang out tonight, but nooooooo charlie's pussy is filled with sand.

i hate the internet.

i made a mistake and i dont know how i can fix it.