Everything feels pretty pointless right now.
 I need to take control of me, I need good friends and a good life
but how do you do that?

Car crashes aren't fun, especially on your birthday.
Wee for spending my birthday at the collision center!
lol

I'm scared like shitt.

This isn't as easy as I had hoped it would be.

Mom is drunk again.
This won't go well. lol

I'm stoked for Saturday =)

hahaha.

hahahaha.

I haven't updated this thing in awhile. Baah. The leafs didn't make the playoffs, which blows.
I've completely slacked off on my correspondence and I'm starting to really miss other people horribly,
but the fear of it being terribly awkward or forgotten about...and the added plus of getting sucked into
drama is making me freak out.

Holy Fucking Migraine Batman!

would someone be a darling and smash my face off something please?

I want to start all over again. I don't regret anything I've done, not even the things that broke me or destroyed me. They all happened for a reason, right? But I'm starting to regret this hibernation. This...whatever you want to call it. I've locked myself up in this tiny house and I can't come out now. I'm too paranoid and too scared. I don't ( Read more... )