I'm finally on leave, which is amazing. I haven't been home since Christmas and I can't' believe how much I missed a semi-comfortable bed, as the ones at the Academy are hard and the ones in Morocco are harder. I sat command center for three weeks, which is basically sitting under a building figuring out where everyone is and what they're doing and ( Read more... )

I'm starting to freak for no reason. Okay, so it's not "no reason," but most people seem to think it is. I don't know, I'm paranoid, I know, but the last time someone who really meant something to me stopped talking to me, it didn't end well for my psyche or the people who had to pick up the pieces ( Read more... )

 You know how sometimes people on your friend's list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when are they working THERE? Since when are they dating HIM/HER? since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ( Read more... )

So I just got back from Morocco. Well, not just, I got into JFK at like 2:30 EST. So that's when we touched down on American soil ( Read more... )

Not much to say, really, except that I'm very excited that I have Ring Dance on Friday and leave for Morocco on Saturday; not so excited that I have to get up at 4:30 tomorrow to go sit command center and play reveille for the people who are going to be cadre for basic.

1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
Chilling with Bryan and Colin.. talking about ( Read more... )

 So I was perusing through some old livejournal entries and went back all the way to April of my Junior year in high school... that's like 3 years ago. Crazy shit. But I found this and decided that I was going to redo it and see how much has changed.

[1.] Name:
Logan

[2.] Nicknames:
None... except for the occasional Logie bear (damn you, Kim and Dom)

[3 ( Read more... )

You know what being happy does? It attracts people. It attracts people you end up liking.

It attracts people you end up liking so much that the squadron thinks you're dating and relentlessly teases you for it.

It attracts people who like you too.

Crazy, huh?

 And so the saga has ended.

Two weeks ago, I had a very bad idea to confront him. He was inebriated, I was not. This is not a good thing, for all of you considering confronting the person you want back in your life more than anything. I am not faultless, and I understand that, but I started with peace. He ended with violence.

I tried talking to him ( Read more... )

So I screwed up again, only this time it wasn't self sabotage. How am I supposed to know these things? No idea. I'm not a mind reader. We went seven days without speaking. Seven. The only reason I talked to him again was because a tragedy occurred and I had to call EVERYONE I knew from the Academy and make sure they were okay because I don't think ( Read more... )

 I love it when I fuck up royally. I finally find someone I truly care about and I fuck it up without trying.

That's okay, I wouldn't want to be in a relationship with me either.