I do not deserve this bullshit.

I really don't.

I don't know what makes you think that you can treat someone who trusted you, someone you promised you would be a friend to, someone you said you cared about, like you're treating me.

No wonder your fiancée broke up with you, I mean seriously. I know that sounds harsh, but this kind of treatment is not ( Read more... )

Is it wrong that I get out of an 8 month relationship and feel next to nothing? I mean, I feel the loneliness of not having anyone, and I sometimes feel the pang of what it was like, but really it feels like nothing ever happened between the two of us. Is that wrong, or bad? I feel like it should be, when you share such a big part of your life with ( Read more... )

First, I am thoroughly upset that O'Malley's is nothing like the one in Stargate. I am also saddened that their portrayal of the Academy is nothing like it really is.

I live here. You know? It's just kind of a let-down to see that they didn't really do their research as far as what the Academy looks like.

Short story!

( I hate snow. )

Everything is so up in the air. I wish something would come down and fall into place... at this point I'm not sure I care if it falls in the place I want it to. I just want it to fall. France, friends, dancing and men.. none of them make sense right now. I feel like I don't belong, like I'm trying to stick a square peg in a round hole and it just ( Read more... )

Dear friend of mine:

You are a boy, and boys tend to be silly. Thus, the rational conclusion is that you are silly. What do I have to do to make you forget your fear and just jump in like you're jumping off the ten meter?

You can't fear the future, and I am damned awesome. I won't take you away from your friends and we won't get a behind-closed- ( Read more... )

* Grab the nearest book ( Read more... )

Also, I'd like to keep my sexy mole.

I had to answer these with one word. Eek!

( Taaaaggged )

Prologue-

1. Who took your profile picture? It's from Stargate, so those wonderful people 
2. Exactly what are you wearing right now? Buhdoos without boots
3. What is your current problem? Why can't I be a normal girl and not screw up my relationships and have my ex(es, if you count the one) pretend I don't exist?
4. What makes you most happy? ( Read more... )

So in case anyone reads this anymore and thinks I have some sort of shot, please vote in a response, since I don't have a paid account to make a poll!

So I couldn't try out for American Idol in one of the various locations around the country, but alas! Southern Colorado has its own contest, of which the winners will be sent to Florida for real ( Read more... )

 Fun survey under the cut. I'm bored.

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, Zune, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
7. Include commentary

1. You eat your first ever piece of toast ( Read more... )