blah. i just took a two hour nap and now i am bored and untired so i ( Read more... )

could this year get any worse??

ugh i miss her already.

you don't have to be afraid of me, i won't break if you come near me. haven't you ever seen someone be sad before? ugh. latin kids are heartless. i wish i went to school anywhere else but there.

here is where you are. there is where you want to be. but you can't get there from here.
^ excerpt from an awesome book i just read called... that's right... You Can't Get There From Here. good book. go read it.

this weekend was exhausting. it sucks that i go from 5 days of school ( Read more... )

this is the worst, most depressing time in my life. ever. i can't ( Read more... )

that is how i am feeling right now. jumbled and nonsensical. wanna know why? of course not but i'm gonna say it anyway. I AM TIRED. in every possible sense of the word. i didnt know it was possible to be this tired. i know i say that all the time, but i have reached a new level of tiredosity. it's gotten to the point where i can't think, i can't ( Read more... )

life just needs to stop for like a week so i can get my head together. that's all i need. just some time to think. it's sad that i don't have time to think anymore. so much is going on in my head. it feels like everything is falling apart at the seams and i can't hold it together anymore.

neither can anyone else.

this morning, around 3, i was ( Read more... )

101 things that suck (not in any particular order) (and probably not 101)
1) people who only talk to me because they want something from me
2) the fact that 90% of my friends fall into this category
3) teachers who assume that my computer will work on any given night
4) public speaking
5) being unartistic
6) being unathletic
7) Foreign Policy class
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so. thanksgiving was nice... in a bittersweet sort of way. at least my ( Read more... )

yeah, so ( Read more... )

yeah so on top of feeling like crap, i didn't do my 30 slide powerpoint ( Read more... )