i love this feeling. THIS is why i never left BLS, after all those ( Read more... )

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...yesterday was pleasant...NOT ( Read more... )

I'm bored again. The excitement/drama of last weekend has passed and now I have nothing new to think about. My weekend was ok tho, all things considered. Saturday morning I took the SATs and I feel good about them, hopefully I did alright. I'm prayin for at least a 50pt increase. That would be awesome. So yeah then after SAT I came home and I was ( Read more... )

Whenever I'm in a slightly good mood, everyone else around me is upset about something. And whenever I'm pissed about shit, or just in one of my "I dont give a fuck" moods, everyone else's lives just seem to be going wonderfully. It really sucks that I'm just not on the same page as everyone else. It makes it very difficult to talk to people about ( Read more... )

it's R1 and i'm definitely in the library right now. finished my homework for once... besides stats but i'll get it in greek. so yeah. life is relatively boring right now. working on my applications for the friggin 12 colleges i'm applying to...i'm not a sped i just need to keep my options open. i hate "what ifs". so yeah. hmm. boring entry today ( Read more... )

unbelievable. my entire mood has changed. red sox won the world series. gorgeous lunar eclipse. boozefest on saturday. spending the whole day with HIM on friday.

i guess i dont have much to complain about anymore.

:-) I <3 BOSTON

Why does this always happen to me?!?! I don't understand. I try and try to keep up with everything... do my homework, study for tests, go to work, NOT piss off my mom... but then, at the most crucial time, I all of a sudden stop caring. It's not fair! I work so hard for so long, get un-motivated, and stop everything and go into depressed mode and ( Read more... )

i can't do it. i'm weak. i try... and i fail. there's just no point in promising u ppl that i will tell him. he comes around and my brain turns to mush and i start acting like a space cadet. i wonder if he even knows that i'm not really an idiot... it wasnt like this before. i don't know what changed, but everything's different. he's still the ( Read more... )

Went to school Tuesday, skipped Wednesday, went in after second period both Thursday and Friday. All because of a stupid Foreign Policy speech. Ugh. And now Turpin's saying he won't accept my paper and I still haven't written the damn speech. I hate that class. Too much work. Friggin A. Anyways ( Read more... )