winnie is not a happy camper right now. here is why.

1. my schedule is too hectic for someone like me. i thought i could change overnight and just become reponsible and do all my homework and get shit done and stay on top of my applications and all that crap. hah.

2. school is no fun. i dont know what happened. last year was so much fun! now its ( Read more... )

ugh and a half. college night = depressing. seeing old exes with their new love interests = even more depressing. knowing that I will never get into the college I want or get the guy I want = the worst, most depressing realization I had all day. the worst part about the guy thing is the fact that I could go out with other people, and have had ( Read more... )

so... third full week of school, already got 2 absences... haha i crack me up sometimes. so, i'm home sick, for real this time, and i've been relaxin all day. what a change from the rest of my week. so hectic... waitin til the last possible second to do EVERYTHING. oy. some things will never change. my year's going ok so far (knock on wood). i like ( Read more... )

blood-red clouds roll into the sky,
thunder roars and fills you with a sense of dread,
a bolt of lightning streaks through the fog and lights up the night.
you look up and watch as the clouds burst open above you
and a dark purple mist showers onto your face.
you close your eyes and try to memorize the feeling you get
as the dark purple rain ( Read more... )

yeah, so i hate xanga. end of story. but i couldn't just not keep a ( Read more... )