But it's still just like when Kris and I broke up. What is there really for me to be happy about? I think about him constantly. I think about how perfect we were. And how much of a fuck up I am. Then when I think about how much I still love him, I try and tell myself he's different now so things can never be the same again. He's the one who wanted ( Read more... )

So...I'd write but what's the point. No one wants to hear about any dude I'm dating. No one would want to hear me whine about how I miss Kris. And that's what I'd do the most talking about for sure. Maybe someday there will be something to write about that won't be so damn depressing. Until then, I'll just keep on being silent.

5 months and you have a new gf. what the fuck. i honestly think i don't want to talk to you ever again. i'm so fucking pissed. who does that? i loved you. you were my best friend. even i, the biggest bitch, didn't get a new bf yet. you started drinking, you eat meat, you've changed your life. and now you changed it so much that i don't think i want ( Read more... )

so i'm nervous about tomorrow. in the morning/afternoon i'm meeting up with my mom. that's no big deal. that should be fun. we're having lunch together and stuff. i'm happy about that. so then i figured while i'm up that way i might as well stop in NH and give Kyle back his jacket because i'm so fucking sick of looking at it. it honestly makes my ( Read more... )

ok, so i had the urge to write but i think it was just because i wanted to keep procrastinating so i wouldn't have to take pictures. like usual i'm confused about how i feel about everyone. especially my newest love interest. i enjoy him very much but there are things that i'm like, do i really want you to ever be my bf? and then i'm like, does ( Read more... )

Carolyn --

[adjective]:

Extremely extreme!

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

You prefer Rough sex!

You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you.


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GOD boys are so fucking dumb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tonight i realized this will probably be the first valentine's day in years that i haven't had a valentine. it's such a strange thing. honestly it's not even going to feel like valentine's day. i have school all day and then i'm working after classes. i won't be home till like 1030pm. since i'm not dating anyone i won't even have a valentine's day ( Read more... )

because i can't stop thinking about last night. even though you tasted like wine i want to kiss you again. <3