sublime, gotta love them. well the past couple of days were alright pretty boring but in a haze. havent been home much but it makes me happy, im sick of my house but then again i wish i had the kind of house where i could bring my friends all the time. but oh well itll be like that one day if i could rid of my siblings, other wise their prescence ( Read more... )

did u know pot is a bad thing to like? you want to stop but when its there u have to do it, lol i know that sounds bad it may not be that bad...yet. but it will be. anyways, life is usual and people are still buggin me but im not tryin to let it get to me, but im kinda sad cuz me n tiff arent hangin out as much as before, its weird, unusual really ( Read more... )

drinking at school is fun. intruging cause you could get caught but you dont. lol weird way to have fun but yes i do what i can. im going to get another fucking saturday detention cause i didnt go to 3 detentions for my spanish teacher or the school one. damnit,there boring i hate them :( hmm im in a much better mood then my last entry.mostly ( Read more... )

sorrow, sadness, greif, depression they all tie together and form one big fat excuse for the bad things in life. we just need a scapegoat for why we act the way we do. life sucks and then you die, just may be the phrase i can most relate with today but u know i dont really care. my friends are being bitches nothing much i can do there. i feel ( Read more... )

new years eve was an excuse for me to just act stupid and put bad things into my body. jealousy raged through out me, and i somewhat started flirting with my friends bf. its sad and wrong, but i was severly intoxicated and my emotions were flaring. i moved into this new house and at like 10 min to one, it sounded like water was rushing out of ( Read more... )

[[thanks ivan]] just to let you know, i dont consider myself a beautiful girl. so just so we get that outta the way. today i sat around watched gremlins,i love that movie,and people came over no biggie. not too much excitment lately. the internet bores me most of the time now. so yes thats all.

im not so nice to most people today.or the past couple days. mostly because im sick and just extremely annoyed and upset with certain people. you dont have to be in love all the time, i just wish other people knew that. i mean love is great and all but only when its real.im sick of living in someones shadow, where i dont exist im only someones ( Read more... )