christmas is coming up,
so im going all out ;]

and chill with the homies

things are so frustrating now. i have to try to find a job. ha. we'll see

i want this

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going on vacationnnnn

so things have been.. idk. difficult. within these past few months, ive lost two of my friends. no, they didnt die. i lost geizel, my "best friend", stupid psycho cunt didnt even give me a reason. but im over it.

and yesterday, i ended my "friendship" with sean. he doesnt care either way. eh

soo yeah.

soo funny how you pour out your heart to someone and they don't fucking care. i dont know why i try. ughhh.

i'm so pissed off at myself. i told myself that i wouldnt have any more "crushes" on ANYONE. but here i go, doing what i'm not supposed to.

FUCK HIMMMMMMMMMMMM

with my comm. service :] i was freezing the whole time shaking like crazy :[ but i'm glad that's over with. i hope next week doesnt suck.

haha ok. umm well i finally met sean. he's nice and all. not so cute, hah. but that doesn't matter. umm we were gonna see black christmas, but they changed the times, so we just saw rocky balboa. He bought me a Gucci Scarf! goshhh

ok so its been AWHILE since i've updated, and i dont even think anyone reads this. but i'm doing it just for the sake of updating ( Read more... )

well i haven't written in here in a while.. so here goes. I have to go to summer school AGAIN, way to fuck up! =[

uh i still don't have an ipod, lol and at this pace, I'm never getting one.... uhhhhh idk what else... oh I have to go see a therapist, woo hoo (sarcasm)

thats it i guess. maybe I will go to another show in august, we'll see.

well