wow it has been awhiiiile anyway I unno just thought I'd update..nothing new to really say..same old...same old...guys suck and annoying me, still hate myself still doing the same things and still really lazy...o well

I don't normally post on a goodish day but o wellz, my friend has been missing for 6 weeks or so and they finally found out which makes me happy and tomorrow I get to see her which is like amazing so excited!! I went to the Greenday concert and Billie Joe rocks my socks!! like I swear I'm in love with him!! his whole image and personallity and ( Read more... )

everyday is a new reason to dislike myself...it's great really I was doing this quiz thing and this girl who filled them out first was all like having good fun answers mine were all boring and dull and depressing! it's sad how living and being alive are to different things...I'm alive and dead while lots of my friends are alive and living....I want ( Read more... )

UGH! I hate school, I wanna drop it! but that'd would just be dumb, but Im failing anyways and I Don't want to repeat either! ugh I hate it....I could try to kill myself but if it didn't work I can't miss anymore school from being in the hospital so I'm screwed, life sucks....why do we need school anywayz? by the time it pays off we'll be dead soon ( Read more... )

well yesterday was not to bad, I was in a blah mood, a sad mood...it wasn't fun I felt bad because I didn't want to talk to anyone so I didn't try to keep any conversations going, which is a good way to get people to stop talking to you for like ever but yaa it sucked cuz I just met this awesome guy and stuff and the first few days I was always in ( Read more... )

today was a fun day, math was boring as always but I got to eat a bagel in that class, I was happy and then gym I studied for history *thank god!* and then history is always fun! me n Katie have to many good times in that class!! and then spare was well I had to get all 'preppy' like for this drama thing...which I can't pull off but o wellz...and ( Read more... )

Well, I just got this thinger cuz my friend said I should...today was interesting I suppose Went to school had a stupid drama thing after school....I walked home with Chantal which was kinda weird because I thought she didn't like me but she asked me if I wanted to walk home with her so w/e I unno I'm paranoid that people always don't like me but ( Read more... )