If looks could kill, you'd be a murderer..maybe just a whore.
I hate myself so increduously. I mean I'm about to burst into tears just thinking about what a huge failure I am.. I hate this so bad, and thinking about this only magnifies my worst fears, that I am putting on weight and that I am "normal" size..oh my god..I just can't take this...NORMAL SIZE..WHAT THE FUCK
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I detest this, this being so incredibly normal, and healthy, and having boys look at my body and like it. And not do a double-take and cringe, and not make grossed out comments or say "Dude, your way too fucking skinny." or "Where did your ass go?"
I hate the feeling when you know you are not simply maintaining..
that even though you arent eating gigantic amounts, thanks to our fabulous metabolisms, the number just keeps going up.
I hate it to death.
What are your "stats" (ha. I hate saying that. I feel like a lame 12 year old)
We can do it together, if you're interested.
Anyways, good good good luck on your fast.
You know how badly you want it.
So much <3.
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Hah..but no you don't sound like a lame 12-year old.Haha.
I'm 5'6" also, and I'm around 112-113..and I can't believe I have let everything go like this..but oh well. All I can do is work for future results. I think it would be great to do it with another person. Maybe the "support-buddy" thing really works. Only one way to find out. ;)
But um, e-mail= xmy_heartshaped_box at yahoo dot com. Thanks for being willing to help meh! I hope I can be a good support.. person.. thing.. whatever...ha. Now..I'm off to try and go "Friends Only". (Some of mah family members are getting a wee nosy >.< )
Soooo, tons plus millions of hearts for you m'dear. <3333
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