everything about today has just made me feel like shit.... i mean every single little event... shit... i dont understand why days like these even exist... why do i feel like i have no one... no one here who can just make me forget that i ever felt shitty. i think im beginning to feel a lot closer to liz. i wish we were like freshman year close.... ( Read more... )

my lazy ass finally got a permit... yay for me!

craziest thing just happened. so i passed out at like 8 while i was reading and i wake up at like 1:05 and im like wtf.... and then i realized it was way too silent. so i walk out of my room and peek into my moms and shes not there so im like double wtf. like my mind was just sooo confused for a few minutes. i thought i was dreaming for a second ( Read more... )

my moms been being such a horrible bitch lately... i really dont know what the fuck is up her ass but i just can't stand her. she's been yelling so much about things shes completely wrong about. yesterday i was telling my mom how i knew she searched through all my shit and she kept denying it but i know its true and my dad told me its true. i mean ( Read more... )

so i started writing this whole big entry and then i just deleted it cause it wasnt that interesting. nothings exciting in my life... i have a crush on a boy. lol yeah im a third grader.... but anyways yeah i like him but i havent told anyone.... and i probably wont for a while until i at least get to know him a bit better but yeah its cute. this ( Read more... )

i dont even have the words to explain last night but i'll sum it up with this.... fuckin awesome!

maroon 5- Sunday Morning ( Read more... )

so i told cole he could either see me one last time before he leaves to say goodbye or i'd just stop caring so its time to stop caring.... completely and forever. its done hes leaving for college im never seeing him again its the first time i've ever been completely sure its over. he tells me he cares about me and to be honest its the biggest load ( Read more... )

these past few days have been so incredibly horrible.... especially last night.... and earlier today. so last night my parents were yelling at me because i've been hanging out with mike a lot lately and they both know that mike drinks and smokes and so they were being like well you cant hang out with him and you cant do this and after two years of ( Read more... )

so i got all four of my wisdom teeth out today and it fucking sucks so much.... i cant eat at all. i drank fucking water and it killed and i just wanna cry... even the vicadin isn't making it better... this just fucking sucks so much and im stuck at home with nothing to do and i just hate everything....