i dunno whats wrong with me..... im really depressed.... and have been for a while... some days are better than others but for the most part every day sucks.... i wanna get the fuck out of this place... i just want to sit on a nice sunny beach all by myself for just even a day. i need to get away fromm this place...

so today sucked. a lot. i worked my ass off at school today and stayed an hour after class still working on shit and then i come home and my parents yell at me for not taking any responsibility and just go on being ridiculous and threatening to kick me out of the house and all this bullshit. just like going off completely bombarding me with bull ( Read more... )

havent written in this thing for a while but i only really write when i feel like shit ( Read more... )

i just want to go back in time where i didn't feel like everyone in my life didn't really like me...... i dunno. i feel like i dont have anyone.... and every time i think i find a person that i can connect with i just get let down....... people are fucked up and im sick of it.

nothing can fill this void... so why do i keep trying ( Read more... )

i don't think i've ever felt so lonely and hopeless in my life...........

i havent written in this shit in forever! and i really do mean forever. i guess im feeling like im needin it again. i've been thinking im going crazy. honestly i just want to live this crazy life. i decided that going to the city for college would be fucking amazing and probably the most amazing experience in my whole entire life. i dunno though ( Read more... )

Make sure you are getting enough sleep, dear Capricorn. You may seem groggy and your head may seem a bit cloudy today, but try not to let this stop you from getting your work done. Much of what you perceive may not exactly be on target with the reality at hand. Your emotions may be especially distorted. You may have a strong desire to escape into a ( Read more... )

so uhm im leaving for florida at like 5 AM... only a couple of hours away... so i guess thats exciting.

some times you really make me wonder