today was absolutely the shittiest day. i just felt horrible all day and i dont know why. the only time i was actually enjoying my school day was when i was in culinary. its weird i've never had any activity thats been able to just make me happy but i guess cooking is it. i think its cause i know what im doing in the kitchen and it makes me feel ( Read more... )

so i've been telling everyone my days been ok... i dunno why cause i guess it wasn't actually ok. i've been so irritable all day. kinda almost angry. i dont know why. and then i have the worst conversation with cole and he hung up on me with out saying i love you or even saying good bye. that just pissed me off so much. theres no reason he should ( Read more... )

I love Cole William Grosner!

fuck shit.......

this is soo fucking frustrating!..... and you barely even give a shit....

every day holds such a new surprise

( intensive room cleaning )

i never learn....today during my english midterm i was revising an essay i wrote about my grandpa's death. i was basically crying while writing it.... it was over 3 years ago but it still hurts just as much. i mean basically every time i think about him i have to fight back tears. but thats not the point... the point is that even after such a ( Read more... )

im letting way too much build up.... the rest of this week and all next week are going to be hell...

uhm..... yeah. i hate this.....