One year.

Can you believe it? hmmm.

One year ago, we were sitting on my couch...
One year ago, we were totally different people.

One year ago, I thought I was in love with you.
One year ago, I was the happiest girl.

Time flies. I miss you. I can't say it enough.

<3 always.

hey. yeah... i really dont know what to say...im happy again... is that good? well i just hope to god i dont get hurt again....i really dont have much more to give... but he can have whats left... well if he wants it... ooh god here we go ( Read more... )

okay so im like soooo into him....

and heres the deal. i cant be. i just cant. and yet god keeps bringing me back. every time i pray thats what i get. then i ask God, why?? its not like i can be with him////

im so freaking into him...

god i hate myself....

im at the library...yeah...

so life has once again turned on me...

ive been replaced...

ive no longer got a purpose...

bye.

she sits in the shadows of shame
suffocating all her esteem.
she still loves him
but she wont tell a soul.

walking through the meadows of self destruction,
she cries tears of blood.
and her hands, they're so cold.
her face, new shades of white.

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okay. i cant stop smiling. i cant stop being happy. and no its not the prozac. i finally am being treated like someone should be treated. hes great. he treats me like a person..and not like all he wants is to get into my pants. he likes me for me. and he loves to make me smile...and he is so wonderful...im just praying that my so called friends ( Read more... )